Below are the 16 most recent journal entries recorded in ~'s LiveJournal:

Thursday, December 6th, 2001
9:27 am	I wish.... i wish i didnt take things forgranted. i wish i appriciated all that i have. I see people with a lot of money and glare at them with so much hate because most of these people dont realize how much they have. and i hate how people have such sheltered lives and are so oblivous to it. they go through life whining about the simplest things. it drives me crazy. i wish people could see everything they have and how much worse things could be. i wish people could enjoy today and stop worrying so much about tomarrow. I wish people could see themselves and see how self involved they are..... but most of all i wish i could see all this about myself. Current Mood: blank Current Music: NONE(Mr. McQuestion talking) (7 Comments |Comment on this)
9:26 am	I wish.... i wish i didnt take things forgranted. i wish i appriciated all that i have. I see people with a lot of money and glare at them with so much hate because most of these people dont realize how much they have. and i hate how people have such sheltered lives and are so oblivous to it. they go through life whining about the simplest things. it drives me crazy. i wish people could see everything they have and how much worse things could be. i wish people could enjoy today and stop worrying so much about tomarrow. I wish people could see themselves and see how self involved they are..... but most of all i wish i could see all this about myself. Current Mood: blank Current Music: NONE(Mr. McQuestion talking) (Comment on this)
9:22 am	I wish.... i wish i didnt take things forgranted. i wish i appriciated all that i have. I see people with a lot of money and glare at them with so much hate because most of these people dont realize how much they have. and i hate how people have such sheltered lives and are so oblivous to it. they go through life whining about the simplest things. it drives me crazy. i wish people could see everything they have and how much worse things could be. i wish people could enjoy today and stop worrying so much about tomarrow. I wish people could see themselves and see how self involved they are..... but most of all i wish i could see all this about myself. Current Mood: blank Current Music: NONE(Mr. McQuestion talking) (Comment on this)
9:10 am	I wish.... i wish i didnt take things forgranted. i wish i appriciated all that i have. I see people with a lot of money and glare at them with so much hate because most of these people dont realize how much they have. and i hate how people have such sheltered lives and are so oblivous to it. they go through life whining about the simplest things. it drives me crazy. i wish people could see everything they have and how much worse things could be. i wish people could enjoy today and stop worrying so much about tomarrow. I wish people could see themselves and see how self involved they are..... but most of all i wish i could see all this about myself. Current Mood: blank Current Music: NONE(Mr. McQuestion talking) (Comment on this)
Friday, November 9th, 2001
12:32 pm	I cant wait... for saturday. well and for tonight. Me steoh megan and megan are going to Whits tonight and we're going to decorate all of out stuff for Relay for life. Megans are going to leave at 3 AM to go meet there boyfriends at the school cause theyre getting home from Washington. they are going to keep us up all night so they can go! But thats OK. We are going to macomb all day for the relay for life. Its going to be sooooo much fun. Even though ive only gone once and that was in 8th grade i still think its gunna be awsome!!!!!!!!! Tonight i'm dancing again. And this one is for sure the last home game of the season. We wont be able to dance at the dome if we make it cause we have our first compitition. By the way if any one wants to go its on Nov. 17!!!!!!! We're gunna kick ass. But its coming up soon and we arent exactically ready. One of our dances arnt even done! (Stephy i really want you to come, it wouldnt be the same with out you!) Thats all for right now! Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Too good to be true!!!!!!!! (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 24th, 2001
12:48 pm	Why? Why dont people stay out of others bussness? Why cant they just keep there comments to themselves? Why are people so ignorant? Why wont people look at the big picture? Why do people only think of themselves? LIfe would be much simpler if i knew the answers to these questions. But i guess life really isnt that easy! ~JENNI Current Mood: melancholy (15 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 23rd, 2001
12:29 pm	Whats new? So anyway, right now nothing very important is going on in my life. We might dance at the play off footbal game but it will be a repeat. BORING! But yeah, i decided that i'm not afraid of Dana anymore. Imean why should i be. She can go ahead and keep thinking i am if its going to keep her on her high horse! I think now im just sick of listening to her bitch. Here's something to think about: Sometimes you gotta bend but not break. Your goota roll with the punches. and you just gotta bounce back. thats all ~Jenni (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, October 19th, 2001
12:42 pm	AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ijust wrote like a 2 page entry on what happended to day with Dana and me but somehow it got erased so ill sum it up. dana came after me before first hour. she was saying something about how its my fault that Andy doesnt talk to her any more. And that im stupid because i didnt think she would find out. But mrs. malinivich came and brought us to the office. Itold her what happened and gave her the IM convo from Grace and her talking about how she wants to kill me and beat me up. She believed me and let me go Dana is in my first hour and i found out she got an in house for today. har friends were talking about me all hour and how big of a whore i am and stuff. the rest of the people were saying that shes just jealous and needs to get over him. I totally dont know what to do and im totally scared of her because she has absolutly no morals and would go crazy on me and who knows what else. If you have any suggestions please tell me cause i'm so clueless Oh yeah it would be REALLY cool if some of you guys could stop by the game and see me in my last game of the season! Current Mood: scared (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 18th, 2001
11:53 am	IM NOT A DORK U ARE (Comment on this)
11:52 am	hahah! hey jenni! (Comment on this)
11:42 am	It was so scarry.. OMG yesterday me and steph were coming home from the mall and cut through the Clinton Place apt. and there was a man in front of us in an SUV with really tinted windows. He got really slow, stoped then watched a womand walk into her apt. he started going then stopped again and turned his car so we couldnt get by him. He got out of his car and went to his trunk and was looking for something. Then a car pulled up behind us so he(creepy guy) came to my car and told me to roll down my window. HE asked if me and steph lived there. We said NO. and he kept rambling about how "it" doesn't work and that we have to turn around and go back. He kept repeating himself, so we said ok and went around the island thing. He went back in his car and drove away, so obvously his car wasnt the thing that didnt work. We were so freaked out. Then on our way to her house at night we saw a head in the street that looked totally real. That wasnt as scarry but it was. Also physco Danna saw us at the mall with her EX-boyfriend Andy and i thought she was going to kill me AHHHHHH!!!! She's pretty damn scarry! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
11:08 am	this is for jim from maria jim, hey sweetie i miss u so much, i'm in 4th hour right now. dude about one more week and it will be over, did u get my note from dan? he better have given it to u. i dunno if my mom is letting me go to jamies i asked her and she said that she had to talk to my dad and i asked if u could come over sat for fam party and she said that she had to ask my dad about that too. so i'll tell u as soon as i know. dude i had this weird dream, that u were mad at me i had two of them and i got scared and stuff then cido told me today everything u said and i was like cool, but yea ne ways... so how r u? how have u been? what have u been up to? ne thing exciting? me oh yea sitting at home but u already know that. i hope i can see u tomorrow and she'll let me go and if i can see if u can go early to matts u can help us clean up if i can go early. i need to see u! oh my sis was like so i hear u and jim r going out now? and i was like yea she screamed OMG, r u happy? and i was like chyea! hehe it was cute, i cant wait until i'm done being grounded so i can get out of my house and so i can see u. i still cant get over jamie is leaving sat i dont want to beleieve it. and my bday is tomorrow still hasnt sunked in yet. all i want for my bday is uuuuu baby i feel a song coming on...i wont ask for much this xmas i wont even wish for snow i just want to see mu baby standing right outside my door..all i want for xmas is uuuu baby, hehe k i'm done. i hope u like ur sweetess day present it came from the heart, its not much i made it i had a lot of time on my hands, i wanna be together for sweetess day grrr i hope u can come over, i looooooooove you...i like it i love it i want some more of it, another song sorry. u wanna know a secret, that everyone else will know when they read this but i dont care? i sleep with the stuffed animal u gave me every night, hhh(sigh)yup i'm a nerd but its only cause u make me be one, hehe. jk. dude this sux so bad i'm never lieing as long as i live u, i so learned my lesson, yup yes i have. how is ur family doing? i miss them i was looking forward seeing them too, butt! well i will be over with lauren after i'm done being grounded asap, to see ur rents oh yea to see u too, hehe i love you. i have to go but i dont wanna. thank u jennu for letting us comm. in ur journal, lol. well i do have to go now i will hopefully see u at matts asap i love you sooooo much, words cant express the way u mean to me, hehe sorry last song i promise, i miss u and i love you and i apologize now for jumping on u when i see u next, hugs and kisses, love u bunchez. ~maria~ (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 17th, 2001
12:35 pm	Friends! I really dont feel as if i really have very many REAl friends. Yes i do have a coulpe people i consider as my friends but so many times i feel like i dont belong in the group or i'm unwanted. like over the summer not a single person called me. yeah sure i play softball but that wasnt every day all day long. And hey y not come to a goame or call me to talk sometime time. But i guess thats because i dont have real friends like that. Every time i get close to some one i lose them and as time goes on it just seems to prove my point. Im a firm believer in that if you say you can do it you can and if you say you cant, then you cant. so its not a problem in my confidence in relationships. Is it that im a bad friend/person? I hope not but i wish that people would stop pretending to be my friends. I want to know what people really think about me and why I cant have close realatioships with anyone! It really sux always being alone and not having anyone to talk to or tell things to. Sorry for whinning i just sorta felt that i needed to say that stuff. And if you dont get it it's because i'm really not very good with feelings and shit. Current Mood: distressed Current Music: Bill Nye the Science Guy- science class (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 16th, 2001
12:54 pm	It was pretty funny! Actually it was really danm funny! Today at lunch C-do was walking over to the lunch talbe and totally spipped and fell. I was hillarious and she got really embaressed. But its ok cause i love you C-do and dont worry not htat many people saw. Thats all i wanted to say! Current Mood: amused Current Music: Bad Mamajama (2 Comments |Comment on this)
11:34 am	I'm bored!!! So anyway whats up. I'm in 4th hour right now with absolutly nothing to do. I think i'm going carazy but thats ok. I think im the only one who didnt write about Saturday night. I guess cause it didnt inpact me very much. I didnt get in trouble, I fell asleep early, and sorta all the fun stuff. But whatever i'm still glad i went and that Jeff had it. And by the way I'm sorry jeff i tried to clean up the best i could. I have determined that i was not ment to ever have a GOOD boy friend. I think some one cursed me long ago. But i guess being a lesbian wont be so bad. Hehe just kidding but really if ne one knows anyone (preferably male) who is looking for a girl friend or even a frend that is a girl let me know. K? Thanx. But any way enough about me. I hope the road rally turns out fun. I think it will be. For thoughs of you that are going thanx for helping me out. Tricia my coach had one for a birhtday party and said it was the the talk of the school for the rest of the year. I think it would be cool if me or some one else did it. Sorry this is so boring but i really dont have too much to share with you guys. So i guess im going now! Oh yeah everyone please try to go to the Friday football game cause we are doing an awsome dance and im front and center and that hasnt happend since last year and im really excited(and scared). (Comment on this)
Friday, October 12th, 2001
7:26 am	HI!! Hey everyone whats up? I did write another entry but it didn't work or something so this will be my first entry. Right now i'm sitting in Mrs. Daines room doing absolutly nothing because we get a free day. Half days are great! Today i am dancing at the football game with all the little kids from the dance camp. Its going to be crazy getting 200+ little kids to go out in the mud and actually remenber the dance. But oh well we made like 4000 and some dollars. But for another fund raiser we are doing a photo road rally. Its on the 20th at night. its like $12 per person and you get food after at Joe Dumnars and cash prises. If you wanna go tell me really soon. Yeah anyway i'm really board and don't really know what to write....Oh yeah, i totally cany believe that Jamies leaving. I'm pretty sad that i never really got to be very close with her but i'm going to miss her soooooooo much. I feel so bad for her and hope she is happy were she ends up in washington. I'm gunna go now so peace! Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Raise up( in my head) (3 Comments |Comment on this)